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Jan. 9th, 2008 08:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
were_lemurI? Am officially in a rotten fucking mood. Don't know if it's the week'o'migraines, the fact that I've been slogging through the final edits of my OrigFic despite the migraines, or just the fact that my life feels like it's been stuck in neutral for the past three fucking years!
Job? Sucks.
Writing? Still notking published.
Girlfriend? Not even a date.
And oh yeah. The trainer position I've been trying to get in for the past year and a half has been filled -- by little miss "rules don't apply to me." Greaaaaat.
I thought I'd convinced myself that I didn't care -- that I'd just sit back and laugh when they got the trainer they deserved. But it's going to screw me, too, when I have to deal with the people she's quote-unquote-trained.
And yeah, I'm fucking bitter.
So I should probably just stay off teh internetz until I'm capable of being civil.
Job? Sucks.
Writing? Still not
Girlfriend? Not even a date.
And oh yeah. The trainer position I've been trying to get in for the past year and a half has been filled -- by little miss "rules don't apply to me." Greaaaaat.
I thought I'd convinced myself that I didn't care -- that I'd just sit back and laugh when they got the trainer they deserved. But it's going to screw me, too, when I have to deal with the people she's quote-unquote-trained.
And yeah, I'm fucking bitter.
So I should probably just stay off teh internetz until I'm capable of being civil.
